“Dance with me.”
The
soft sultry words danced over Drew’s skin like fireflies in moonlight. He
leaned back against his lover, the man’s hard muscles rigid and firm against
his back as he swayed gently to music only they could hear.
He
felt uneven breathing on his cheek, a hardness pressing against his ass as his
lover held him close. Drew closed his eyes and savored the feeling of the arms
holding him close, the man that owned him heart and soul.
A
thick arm wrapped around him, offering him the comfort of his lover’s body. A
hand brushed through Drew’s silky strands as his temple was kissed, words of
tenderness and affection murmured against his skin.
Drew’s
skin tingled where his lover touched him, drawing a deep moan of pleasure from
him. He was addicted to his lover’s touch, his thick muscular frame and wide
shoulders, the way his powerful well-muscled body moved with such easy grace.
He had a ruggedness and vital power that attracted Drew from the very instant
their eyes met over a crowded bar.
A hand
roughened and callused from hard work gently gripped Drew’s chin, tilting his
head back until firm lips could cover his. The caress of lips on Drew’s mouth
and the longing in his body set him aflame.
The
hands gently caressing his body were beautiful, long-fingered, and strong.
They gave Drew a sense of protection from the outside world, and yet they
brought him so much pleasure that he reeled every time he felt their sweet
touch.
He was a beautiful, strong, powerful man, and he wanted Drew.
He
towered over other men by several inches, easily spotted in any crowd. He
carried himself with a commanding air of self-confidence that drew the eye of
everyone around him. Men and women vied for his attention.
And
yet, he picked Drew.
Drew
would never understand how he ended up being chosen by the handsome, virile
man behind him, but he would forever be grateful. He had never been happier
than he had in the months since he met his lover.
Time
had stood still. It was like the world around them stopped moving just to
stare at the lovers. They moved together in perfect harmony, each man knowing
what would please the other and wanting nothing more than their complete
happiness.
It was
pure bliss, a dream that Drew never wanted to wake from.
“The
phone, Drew.”
Drew
laughed as he pressed further back against his lover. He had no intention of
bursting his pleasure filled bubble by answering the damn phone. “Let it
ring,” he murmured as he turned his head and pressed his lips against his
lover’s salty skin. “The answering machine will get it.”
“The
phone, Drew!”
Drew
frowned at the more aggressive tone. It wasn’t like his lover to use that
deep, assertive tone with him. He was always gentle when speaking to Drew.
“Damn
it, Andrew! Answer the freaking phone!”
Drew’s
pleasure filled haze was shattered as he opened his eyes and realized he stood
in his kitchen all alone, no lover wrapped around him, touching him, caressing
him…loving him.
He
stumbled in his haste to grab onto the kitchen counter before he collapsed to
the floor, the memories of what he had had and what he had lost drawing every
last bit of strength from his body. He leaned against the counter, burying his
face in his hands, his despair so heavy it almost pulled him under into the
abyss.
“Fuck,
Drew. Is there some damn reason you couldn’t answer the phone?” Sam asked as
he stomped into the kitchen and grabbed the phone of the hook, one hand
holding his pants up. “A guy can’t even take a piss around here without the
damn thing ringing off the hook.”
Drew
blinked, his emotions still chaotic and muddled.
Sam
rolled his eyes. “Hello?”
Needing to feel numb again, Drew scrambled to open the cupboard above the
stove and grab the bottle of whiskey he kept there. He started to twist the
lid off of the bottle when Sam reached over and snagged it right out of his
hands.
“Hey!”
“Yes,
that will be fine,” Sam said into the phone as he rolled his eyes and poured
the alcohol down the sink. “We’ll see you at eight then. Goodbye.” Sam hung
up the phone and tossed the empty liquor bottle into the trash at the same
time, and then he turned to glare at Drew. “You do not need to get
drunk—again.”
“Sam—”
“No!”
Sam held up his hand, stopping Drew, his eyes narrowed in anger. “I’ve seen
you drunk enough in the last few months to last me a lifetime. It’s going to
stop, Drew.”
“Sam—”
Again, Sam held up his hand. “No, Drew. It’s stops now.”
Drew’s shoulders slumped. “I don’t intend to get drunk. I just—” He shrugged
because he really didn’t have words to explain why he had been drinking so
much. It wasn’t as if he wanted to become an alcoholic.
There were just times when the memories became too much and he needed to get
away from them…or move closer to them. He was never quite sure what would
happen when he started drinking. Either he would forget his lover ever existed
or drown in memories of him.
Both
tore at Drew’s soul.
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