“A little late to be dragging yourself in,
isn’t it?”
Jonny Foster pressed his lips together to keep
from groaning. That voice affected him in equal parts anger and arousal, and
he never knew which one to go with first. Since Russell Bozeman had pretty
much gone out of his way to make sure Jonny knew they never had a chance
together, Jonny went with anger.
“What’s it to you?” he snapped in a voice
loaded with sarcasm as he turned to face the man that had been starring in his
dreams and fantasies for the last twelve months.
“It’s almost five o’clock in the morning,
Jonny.” Russ’s thick brown eyebrows were pulled down in a thick line of
disapproval, his eyes hooded. “Some of us have to work in a couple of hours.”
Jonny clamped his jaw tight, grinding his
molars together. There were so many responses he could give to that statement,
most of them not polite. Considering he had just spent the better part of the
last five hours helping scrape someone off the pavement after they tried to
see if their vehicle could fly, the jab about working stung more than he cared
to admit.
“I’m going to bed.”
Russ’s snort rankled, especially considering
how much Jonny wanted the man’s approval…and attention. He got neither and
hadn’t for a very long time. Russ had been friendly and attentive when he
first arrived in Cade Creek almost exactly a year ago. At first, Jonny had
seen him as someone to be feared simply because he was so huge. Over time, he
had grown to see that his heart was just as big.
And then the warm feelings of friendship he
had felt for Russ turned into a burning lust that flared up every damn time he
heard the man’s voice. The things he had done in the last twelve month to try
and be someone Russ might be interested in had backfired big time. Russ seemed
to think he was always up to no good and Jonny had just gotten tired of trying
to defend himself.
“You’re better than this, Jonny.”
Jonny sighed as his shoulder involuntarily
slumped. He knew he should just keep going and not start this tired argument
with Russ, but he just couldn’t seem to keep his mouth shut. “Better than
what, Russ?”
“Look.” Jonny followed the line of Russ’s hand
as the man pushed it through his chestnut hair, whishing he had the right to
do the same. “I’m not trying to be a jerk here, Jonny.”
Too late.
“But I’m worried about you. You’re coming home
at all hours of the night and day. You sleep until two or three o’clock in the
afternoon, take a shower and eat something, and then you’re right back out the
door. That can’t be good for you.”
Jonny truly didn’t understand where Russ was
coming from. Mitch and Elliot were very much aware of where he was every
night. How Russ was oblivious was beyond Jonny. And he was tired of trying to
explain himself. The man never listened to him anyway.
“I’m fine, Russ.” Jonny purposely kept his
eyes on the floor in front of him instead of looking at the handsome man that
had a starring role in every one of his fantasies. Lusting after Russ got him
exactly nowhere. The man was so not interested in him, that they might as well
have been brothers. Russ cared. He just didn’t care the way Jonny wanted.
“Goodnight.”
Jonny gulped and took a hasty step back when
the sexiest damn feet in the history of feet appeared in his line of vision.
He just knew if he looked up, the faded denim encasing Russ’s muscular legs
would be hugging his thighs like a second skin.
Jonny looked up, and groaned. Damn. Not only
was the denim wrapped around Russ like it had been painted on, but the man’s
red flannel shirt was still unbuttoned, hanging loosely around his thick naked
chest. There was nothing but miles and miles of beautiful golden tanned skin.
“Don’t walk away when I’m talking to you,
Jonny.”
Jonny regretfully tore his eyes away from all
those luscious muscles and raised them to Russ. “You’re not my father, Russ.
Stop trying to act like it.”
Jonny went to push past Russ, squeaking when
he was grabbed by the arms and swung around, pushed into the wall by the
kitchen entry. Fear held him immobile as he stared up at Russ.
“Don’t ignore me, Jonny.” Russ’s voice was
rough and growly.
“I…I’m not”—Jonny swallowed the thick lump of
fear in his throat—“I’m not trying to ignore you, Russ. I’m tired.”
“Maybe if you didn’t stay out all night you
wouldn’t be so tired.”
“What do you care?” Jonny asked in a voice
that was thin and worn. He was so tired of wanting something he couldn’t have.
Russ’s deep brown eyes, the color of warm
caramel, pierced the distance between them, flashing with something Jonny
couldn’t define. His tone was velvet soft, yet edged with steel, when he
replied. “I care, Jonny.”
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