Ulfr ran through the trees, uncaring of the branches that slapped painfully
across his face. The terror that livid in his chest stole his senses. He
didn’t realize the direction he had headed in until the trees suddenly parted
and he found himself at the river’s edge.
The river was the edge of their clan territory. The tall mountains beyond the
far bank were forbidden, rumors of
berserkrs inhabiting the dark
lands. None who entered ever returned and the howls at night frightened even
the most courageous heart.
“Sonr.”
Ulfr whimpered in fear as he turned to face
the woman speaking with a voice that had soothed his hurts and calmed his
heart all of his years. He took a quick step back in fear. Would she too call
him cursed? “Móðir.”
“You must hurry, sonr.” She shot a
quick glance over her shoulder. “Your
faðir
cannot hold the jarl and his soldiers off forever.” She shoved a large leather
bag into Ulfr’s hands before pushing him toward the riverbank. “You must go
and don’t come back.”
“What did I do?” Ulfr didn’t understand why he
was being forced from his home. A sob of despair broke through his lips. “Why
did faðir
try to kill me?”
His mother stopped trying to push him away and
instead drew him into a tight hug. “You have done no wrong, Ulfr.”
“Then why?”
“The seið-kona has foretold that
you will become a berserkr. The jarl has ordered your death before that
can happen. Too many are afraid of berserkrs, including our chieftain.”
Eyes so wide they hurt, Ulfr glanced down at his mother. He had been inches
above her since he was ten. He was always a big child. Now, it sort of made
sense. “A berserkr?”
Could it be?
Ulfr glanced over his shoulder again, his eyes taking in the tall foreboding
mountains beyond the river. His fascination with the mountains had often
gotten him in trouble. It was forbidden to cross the river so he would sit on
this side and just stare across at the tall peaks, wondering what secrets they
held.
“You must go, my sonr. It is no longer safe for you here.”
“Where do I go?” he asked as he looked back at his mother. How would he
survive?
“The world is big place, Ulfr. The gods will guide you.” She started pushing
again, steering Ulfr toward the riverbank. “Please, sonr, go before
Jarl Alrekr and his soldiers arrive. If
he catches you, I cannot stop him from harming you.”
Ulfr took a step back, and then another. “You do not…hate me?”
The sad smile that graced his mother’s face was more than likely the last one
he would ever see, and Ulfr knew it. “No, my sonr. I do not hate you.
Your faðir
does not hate you.” For a moment, she pressed her hand against Ulfr’s cheek.
“We are very proud of you and will carry you in our hearts even into
Valhöll.”
More tears found their way down Ulfr’s cheeks.
“I do not want to go, Móðir.”
“You must.”
Even as the words left her lips, Ulfr heard
the sounds of people hurrying through the forest. Jarl Alrekr and his
soldiers never learned to move quietly in the woods, crashing through the
underbrush like bulls in a langhus.
“Go, Ulfr,” his mother whispered harshly. “Go
now!”
Ulfr turned and ran for his life. His steps
didn’t stop when he reached the edge of the riverbank. He just plunged right
into the frigid water, swimming when he could no longer feel the earth beneath
his feet.
By the time he reached the opposite bank, he
was quite a ways down from where he had entered the water. He crawled up onto
the riverbank and collapsed, panting so heavily he thought his heart might
beat right out of his chest.
When he heard shouting, he lifted his head and
glanced back toward where his mother had been. The fear that had grabbed him
when his father raised a sword in his direction was nothing compared to the
terror he felt as he watched his jarl slice the blade of a knife across his
mother’s throat before dropping her body to the ground.
“No!” he screamed as he dropped the bag she
had given him and jumped up, racing down the riverbank until he stood across
the river from his worst nightmare. The jarl had his father and three brothers
on their knees at the edge of the water. Ulfr’s mother lay half way in the
water, halfway out, unmoving.
When the jarl went for his father and brothers, Ulfr screamed, helpless as he
watched the man he had always looked up to chop down his family until not a
one was left standing. The golden sand on the edge of the embankment turned
red with blood.
Ulfr screamed until nothing more would come out, his voice broken much as his
family had been. Something cold and dark took a hold of him deep down inside,
growing larger until it moved throughout his body, numbing him to everything
but the rage burning through him.
Ulfr didn’t bother wiping the tears from his eyes as he watched his former
jarl clean off his sword on Ulfr’s mother’s dress, ridding the blade of the
blood staining it. When the man stood and turned, staring across the river at
him, he must not have liked what he saw. Jarl
Alrekr paled before gesturing to two of his soldiers. The men balked
until the jarl shouted at them and then they began wading into the water.
Knowing that there was nothing he could do for his family, and knowing his
time for revenge would come some day, Ulfr ran back for the bag his mother had
given him, the only thing he had from his family, and then he started the long
journey toward the forbidden mountains.
He was going to become the monster they thought him.
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